Lockdown. Stifled by non-art essential commitments

My current interests are embroidering my past work onto calico.
Slowly slowly planning and gathering for my album.
I'm slowly slipping into better habits and a better pace but nothing is getting my full attention. I long to immerse myself, submerge myself in art.
drawing
imagining
dreaming
reading
connecting with others.
I feel like I don't have enough of myself to give to others. I don't quite have enough to give to myself.
I want to make an enormous black velvet dress against which items can be displayed.
​Lots of gathers and puffs.